[1] Johnny’s Big Day

A world like this, all comforting miracles – people can change if we really try. The world spins to itself and flies around the sun – I believe that…

[2] Hunt that beast through every city

Johnny’s world ... where has it started? I don’t know where they took him, only that they all left with him before I could hold him. I open the window…

[3] Through wooded landscapes, silent and invisible

We wake together in darkness. I light the woodstoves in kitchen and studio, and boil water for tea and warm Emma’s morning blanket. I step outside to…

[4] Images of an exiled past

What! What? Who? All right, yes then ... Paul did it too, once. I saw. Don’t let him tell you he didn’t. Every morning for seven years, he’s poured…

[5] A dream sleep has fallen on the city

First thing, she tried to pass one by you about playing catch with Johnny. The truth – she’s terrified he’s going to be left-handed. Don’t ask…

[6] I have slept with the lions

Through a frost blossom in this kitchen window, across the snowbanked yard and its wind devils, through Paul’s studio window, I see their forms moving.…

[7] We are not doomed to stay

All right, then. This is the first time since Johnny’s Big Day that I’ve tried this thirty metres across the garden. My first walk. My first time outside…

[8] The happiness of leaping dolphins

Nature is beautiful, when I look. I stand outside the studio door at dusk, at the base of the church path with my face to the Dream City – hidden by…